My Monsters

Credits - Flickr

Loneliness and silence when paired together can be deafening, destructive and depressing. That's when my monsters thrive. Invisible illnesses are the hardest to combat and the most often overlooked. The number of times I've been told "Well just don't be sad." "You should just calm down." "You shouldn't care so much." I wish I could. I wish it were that easy. I wish I could simply just be happy, be calm and not care so much about the people around, life would be a lot easier. But that's not who I am, that's not how I am.

I feel in waves, not those small ones, the big massive ones that come crashing to shore screaming their arrival. I feel fiercely, I love fiercely, I loathe fiercely. There is no medium setting for me. So I either care too much or not at all. On one hand I am called overdramatic for showing how much I care about things....but when I decide not to get involved? I'm cold, I'm heartless, I'm a horrible person for not understanding. There is no winning. So I keep to myself now. I hope you enjoy silence and distance.

♥Base♥

Legacy - Classic

Lelutka - Ora

Nar Mattaru - Ghost Tone Soft Body

Nar Mattaru - Joan in Ghost

Gloom - Cybele Eyes

♥Sponsored/Event Items♥

Little Foxy Beauty - Scream Lipstick

Usagi Society - Hella Hair

Landgraff - Naughty Marks

ADD - Miranda Top

♥Accesories & More♥

Miss Black - Atonement Claws

Ghoul - Godae Akmun Fingertips

dewyPlush - Nora Brows

Void + Minttea - Demure Lashes

Warpaint - Utopia Palette

Dixtur - Akuma Eyeliner

Triggered - Little Sinner Horns

Nar Mattaru - Underboob Tattoo (Chandelier)

Over - Alive Shorts

♥Background & Pose♥

3rd Eye - Cthulu Tentacle Set

Foxcity - Baby Pose set (edited arm)